Feeling rather zen today.

As I'm sitting on the bus on my way home from my job workshop I had a thought.

How incredibly different my life will be i less than 30 days.
First off, the bus. For the first while I don't see any other mode of transportation on my horizon other that my two feet. There are defiantly no buses there being that it is a community of less than 2000 people. From what I gather there aren't any cars. Only trucks, snowmobiles and four wheelers. Dog sleds are of course a reliable form of transportation but I don't think Tia is up to that type of task.

Most of my life has been lived in small towns, I grew up in a town of 700 before my parents moved to London in the late 80's. When I lived near Ottawa is was always on the outskirts, one place that Drew and I lived I think had a population of 300. I am a small town girl and I like it that way. London this time was really a last resort and a long shot of sorts. It's too big (over 300,000 people). There are too many streets and too many stores, just too much of too much.

I guess the point of this post is that I wanted to say as much as I don't like living in a city I know that there will be things that I miss. I feel though that they will far outweigh the things that I gain as their replacement.

Things are slowly but surely been sold off from the apartment. Reality is sinking in. Do I sell it, do I store it, do I take it?

Change happens, sometimes slow, sometimes fast. But change is good, being stagnate in life makes you complacent. You only have one go at the life you have why feel like you are stuck?

Do things in life that scare you. Don't listen when people tell you, you are crazy. Just go and do something different.
One day you will wake up and see that everything that you do in life should be for you.
They say that you can't make everyone happy all the time or something along that line. It really is the truth and the fact of the matter is that you control the choices that you make in life. You pick the road that you will take. It may end up at a dead end, it may end up having a turn off. But the bottom line is that it was your choice and good or bad there are always lessons to be learned in the choices that we make.

Namaste my friends.